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Hello. My name is BRIDGET.
Give me presents! On Dec 28 :D
I study in EIS, haha.
I in love with this world and my life! ;]
UNCONDITIONAL LOVE. D':
I dance, i dont sing, i dance more and i eat.

"LOVE is the slowest form of suicide"

eQs21, Chocolate Kiss, Pognon, JZZ, Salt.Garlic :)
CLASS OF 2011 ♥.

2009-02-22!

HandWritten on; 14:42

WHAT DO I DO NOW., ???

So.. uhmm... It's been a long way down 3rd quarter of school and the quarter is ending soon
which pretty much means EXAMs are up next.
I KNOW NOTHING.

yes. nothing.

don't understand a thing. usually i manage, usually. BUT ALGEBRA2! HAAH! HELL NO!!
i really can't comprehend anything mr.yoong says, 'n the damn text is coming up this week
D': ..NOW WHAT

not that Alg2 is my only problem. English has an essay exam waiting for me, politic 'n society shits. do i look like i know stuff about politics? HELLO? it's Bridget. since when do i care about these stuff. T T im so gonna faill UGHHHHH~

'n then there's Talent show coming up in the week. YES talent show.
'n im dancing. HAHAHA
i think im ready, but umm.. maybe not really, i so do need so much more practices
and to tell you the truth i would have no idea how to react on stage seeing him

talking about 'HIM' = ="
well.. i was reading back my old entries in this blog, 'n my eyes trip upon one
that pretty much reminded me of when i used to like Obvious, and i told myself it wouldn't happen again, cuz if i like him again i'd be insane
RIGHT BRIDGET, you'r INSANE. because yes my 'him' is obvious and im back on it.
T T how come life's so funny.
can't believe this is even happening. I mean... ESHHH~ stupid Bridget.

I dont want to talk much about him it just reminds me more of how im missing him right now, and i really should not, because im suppose to work on stop liking him AGAIN.
and and and && last time i had supercamp to help me, now? haha i dont.
so anyone with a suggestion that might actually work, let me know.
I've tried ignoring him, umm that can't possibly happen
I just act like im ignoring him, but actually i still look after him - -" see how my life sucks?
EW.
im gonna stop talking bout him now. MOVING ON

DANCING.
something that actually works as a distraction from my obviously "him"
so aside from talent show coming up this week, i still have COVER
never mentioned it for a long time now, but my band has changed
ALOT.
first the co-band i have, is a whole new band, im really close w/ p'bank 'n p'grim
my TOP 'n daesung :]
they're nice, and HELL FUNNY! you just have to be w/ them to know
'n they're like brothers to me ^^
the others, im not as close w/ but they're nice i guess
as for the girls, honestly i dont think im so close w/ p'annie anymore, i just... dont really like somethings of her lately and she wasn't really nice to me about some obvious stuff
she never listens, therefore im close to ammy ;]
maybe cuz we're both in the same situation bout the whole heartbreak thing
lol dont know, but we're close now XD

uhmm.. so yeah, aside from the actual two bands I'm in right now (cuz i dance back up for realize also) I have JZZ, or jupajupzz hahaha
they're really cute, they do bigbang too n im doing back up for them as well
so 3 bands all in all, LOTS OF PRACTICES, i know = =
another part of my STRESS.
and also aside from the 3 bands, rlz, intz, jzz, there's lots of accompanies following us lol
like earth, p'sun, n'mint, n'may, fern 'n mook bla bla bla
so COVER is pretty much a community to me now
and i must say, sometimes i get bored of it and right now, my frens in school are closer to me
which was oppose to how it used to be, how i was so much closer to my band in the beginning
weird but true.

bored again.
xoxo

so this is Interzest's first actual stage. hehe at SMTOWN concert :] It was lots of fun. I loved it. and the concert was AMAZING <3 CHANGMIN LOADSS~ xp

as for this is realize ;] my co-band
there's por, film, p'grim, p'bank, p'a
they're rele nicee~

lastly JZZ, my new band
all of em are cute
im closest to p'kaew, cuz i pretty much haven't started practice
and she's the only one i talk to lol

Labels: cover dancing jzz realize interzest jupajupzz heartbreak

2009-02-21!

HandWritten on; 10:50

It's been really long since I last updated this blog lol

pretty much cuz im lazy... hehe ^^'

anyways.. new year's pass, valentine's pass bla bla bla

i got 3 crews right now, so dancing is really gonna suck my life out now! lol so much practices to attend, hopefully I'll manage!

so school's Valentines... he gave me a rose ;]

made my day, you know how u just can't stop smiling, i was like that

didn't really expected ANYTHING from him, did sent him balloons tho

anyways, because it was unexpected it felt so good hahaha

'n then on the actual valentine's day

went out with single people 'n sang karaoke for two hours like mad hahaha

it was FUNNN :]

then we all wander around madly because there's so much couples 'n people EVERYWHERE

there's no where to go = =" BORING
so i text him a smily face

ofcourse he didn't reply, 'n ofcourse i didn't expect him to

then that night he called, made my day again.

and before you start to get confuse because my title is related to being 'heartbroken'

after valentine's is where it starts lol

it's just so weird you know..
everyone was so happy on valentine's it wasn't like other years which was boring

this year was special, something to remember to all..
or so i thought

after that everything came crashing down for EVERYONE around me!

it's shocking how we all came to this position

i hate it!

there's this dark aura around us now whenever we're in school. mint. hitoe. may. and even me?

since when do i start getting sad and quiet and.. boring? TT i hated it, but this is how it is

D':

Mint cried. I was there for her, i understood her. I hated her "him"

May cried. I wasn't actually there, but I would have if she called. I dont like her "him" at all.

Hitoe cried. I didn't know, but I would have be there for her too. Her "him" is stupid.

I cried. Everyone was there for me. I didn't call anyone. My "him" is still nice.

it's different for me and hitoe because it is OURSELVES that's hurting us.

he didn't do anything at all.

He is as nice as ever. He is always the "him" I like, just nice.

'n like always, he knows nothing (or so i thought)

I dont even know when it started, i just know that i like him. alot. not like.. for fun or foolin' around

it's just.. THAT ughhhh - -*

now im starting to hate myself for being so stupid! ESCHDFJKLHG since when did i turn to become like this? im suppose to NOT CARE! ARGHHHH T T

It's like everytime I see him, i feel 'hurt' because i know it is never to be.

and even when i know it'll hurt to see him, i still look for him everytime he's out of sight.

WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU, BRIDGET! Geez = =" i should really get checked~

it's not that he actually did something to hurt me in anyway tho.. i just can't stand seeing him

or something like that? hope u know what im blabbering about. EW stupid.

I dont know. I try to look better for him eventho I never cared what I look like since supercamp.

But what's the point anyway?

So what if i try to look better? He wouldn't care anyways, he never did.

ESCHHHHH~ i hate myselffffff

stupid.

mad.

irritating.

annoying.

crazy.

almost love. just not.

lust?

damn.

T T

help.